Mean Reds

(American Apparel sweater, J Brand Jeans, Aldo Wedges) 

I haven't been feeling quite like myself. The other day when I looked into the mirror I didn't recognize myself. The girl in the mirror looked as if her memory had been wiped. She didn't have characteristics, friends or an identity :( Strange enough Lauren was there when this happened. I kept telling her "I look different. I don't feel like myself! Don't I look weird?" and she said "maybe you need some mascara!" (shaking my head).

It occurred to me that I'm not as happy as I thought I was. Maintaining a healthy relationship and attitude in regards to family, friends, boyfriend and work is difficult and I feel drained :( I need a resolution.